Thursday, March 23, 2006


Good bye Winter

Hello allergy season

Sad- sniff.

Sunday, March 19, 2006


do you know how it feels, when you are trying to write down a letter, email, message, or even a post about anything, and then all of a sudden you feel suffocated and your fingers start to stutter and then you are no longer able to continue?

Thursday, March 16, 2006

meen erhaby?

an entry posted by PALFORCE
on the 15th of March.

Sunday, March 12, 2006


good bye my lover- James Blunt
cheese-y? maybe.
comes across? I highly doubt.
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty
or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

Thursday, March 09, 2006

past the point of no return

Passarino - go away!
For the trap is set and waits for its prey . . .

You have come here in pursuit of
your deepest urge, in pursuit of
that wish, which till now
has been silent, silent . . .

I have brought you, that our passions
may fuse and merge, in your mind
you've already succumbed to me
dropped all defenses completely succumbed to me,
now you are here with me:
no second thoughts, you've decided,
decided . . .

Past the point of no return -
no backward glances:
our games of make believe are at an end . . .

Past all thought of "if" or "when" -
no use resisting:
abandon thought,
and let the dream descend . . .

What raging fire shall flood the soul?
What rich desire unlocks its door?
What sweet seduction lies before us . . .?

Past the point of no return,
the final threshold, what warm,
unspoken secrets will we learn?
Beyond the point of no return . . .

You have brought me to that moment
where words run dry, to that moment
where speech disappears into silence,
silence . . .

I have come here,
hardly knowing the reason why . . .
In my mind, I've already
imagined our bodies entwining
defenseless and silent -
and now I am here with you:
no second thoughts, I've decided,
decided . . .

Past the point of no return
no going back now:
our passion-play has now, at last,
begun . . .

Past all thought of right or wrong -
one final question:
how long should we two wait, before
we're one . . .?

When will the blood begin to race
the sleeping bud burst into bloom?
When will the flames, at last, consume
us . . .?

BOTH Past the point of no return
the final threshold, the bridge
is crossed, so stand and watch it burn . . .

We've passed the point of no return . . .

a personal favorite
it's a play within a play woven into a story